Days of disbelief

The sun sets up in the ocean and we must say goodbye every time.

The perennial moment turns into mornings of assimilation.

Disbelief surrounds the memories in our minds that devour the past looking for more and expecting that none of this is true.

But it is true.

The soil keeps you now.

The soil nurtures the greens of hope for a future where we would meet again.

Would that happen?

My soul drifted away from those I love while seeking for God and knowledge .

Can’t seem to come back to any of them, the attempts are too little and weak.

It is not upsetting yet it causes me to wonder had I been doing the right this void would not be all there is… but it feels the choices were wrong.

Once I thought they, the loved ones, should come in first. God demands that him/her should and no one else.

There is conflict in my mind, in my heart.

And even though that feeling of struggling invades my peace of mind, I am calmed.

I was little, and dreamy.

I would wait for your arrival in the reds that coloured and shaped the horizon.

I would eagerly wait to ride to the beach with you.

At that time it seemed you were far, too far from where I was.

It was a thrill to see you arrive.

That is and will no more.

For far in fact you are, and you will arrive no more.

Nor I.

Day 44 of ephemeris

Mood: Anxious
Book: Grammar: games and activities
Music: Work it - Missy Elliot



Today is selling day! We're sellers, one way or another we do our best to provide the best out there to others, say service or product, whatever we intend to offer, and nowadays, we're also sellers of our own image as a trending event for social media, prior to social media it was mostly our image with the intention of getting hired or provide a good first impression for any other event.

How to present what you're offering?

• Research, what is happening in the universe, who's already doing what you're planning on doing.
• The physical aspect, the outside must be linked to the functionality of things.
  e.g. Product: linked to its usage - Service: linked to its outcome - Person: linked to your personality
• The psychological aspect, the form, shapes, drawings, information, discourse, color, all that influence on others.
• Marketing: Always consider the audience, trends and the essence of what you are offering

Our vision, always, always, should be toward the future and improvement those 3 things, with research as lead.

Day 43 of ephemeris

Mood: Anxious ++
Book: Grammar: games and activities
Music: Binaural Algorithms - Big Ordo

It's "try-out" day! Never miss a chance to experiment things that will help you grow or learn... always try to become a better person.

Ignoro el modo mental bajo el cual se procesa la actividad racional. Esa que te detiene o te invita a actuar.
El método empleado para la hipótesis comprobar, a veces no es el más apropiado, pero entre la expectativa y la idea no nos podemos detener.
Los escudos no esperan ser atacados, su objetivo es proteger, y a veces quien más daño ocasiona es quien se encuentra a tu lado, detrás de ese escudo.

No se puede justificar sin razonamiento, no se puede disculpar a todas las causas o motivos.
Se deben valorar todos los elementos atenuantes para que la realidad que vivimos tenga un tipo de justicia.
A veces, entre la idea, la expectativa y lo que es, son fichas que no encajan.
Pero no te puedes quedar estático.

Day 42 of ephemeris

Mood: Anxious
Book: Descartes [Link]
Music: Gamma (L-73.9 Hz R-111.0 Hz)



Today is the Day of the Self, you can add the -ish because it has to do with the individual, but just be conscious about what good it does to you, and that you do not harm others.

Sometimes, being selfish is good, but happiness comes from the selflessly.

No es sorpresa para mi, no es sorpresa en verdad...

la verdad es que preví, y esperé siempre el actuar.

Lo supe siempre, lo vi llegar.

Me preocupé por ti, por tu poco pensar.
            Inconsciente mente
            retorcido hablar
            destructivo ente
            ser de ambigüedad...

La dimensión de la cobardía la medí bien,
sopesé la osadía, asumí el vacío ver...
No hay lágrimas, ni disculpas,
no hay un nuevo amanecer.

Los esfuerzos que invertí en ayudar,
sacrificios de mi pueblo,
            fue mi sangre la que di,
no te engañes, yo te hice especial...
yo te escogí, y decidí mi empresa a realizar.
no fuiste tú, ni fue por ti.
fui yo...
            fue por mi.

Day 41 of ephemeris

Mood: Feeling good!
Book: Grammar games and activities
Music: TGIF - K. Flay



Today is the Idea's day. We have plenty!

According to Descartes, all content in mind is able to represent something. He would obviously referred to everything in mind, emotions, objects (present and past), the imagination, thoughts and sensations.

He would convey the meaning toward the idea of the mental content rather than the representation of things, which with another set of mental content such as the will or passions, he would then categorise the ideas into three, adventitious (experience), factitious and innate.

What kind of ideas are always around us?

Las ideas originadas en los sentidos corporales se conoce como adventicia, el albedrío determinado por la libertad es conocido como voluntad. Según Platón, recordar es saber; el conocimiento equivale a reminiscencia o anamnesis, y para recordar (o saber) tenemos que vivir la experiencia, o tener una "idea" de lo que fue, dicha idea es sólo en apariencia, la cual es la consecuencia de la realidad, análoga a esta porque ya no es presente, sino que se encuentra en el pasado.

La axiología pues, regresando a la idea adventicia, es que de algún modo el exterior tiene influjo sobre nuestros sentidos, y a partir de ello, las sensaciones, imágenes y conceptos devienen de la experiencia vivimos o que percibimos o tenemos del mundo, y éstas dan inicio al conocimiento empírico, lo cual tiene un impacto en nuestra voluntad y sensación de libertad.