1.27.2020

dauntless...


Mood: empty...
Book: Tales of Power
Music: Kissing a fool



With dauntless persistence, I hear the heartbeat,
beating for you and for what I miss,
I am not as strong as I like to think,
and here I sit behind this stupid bliss...

A delusional bliss for you're not here,
you're not near,
and I lie to survive the day,
it was a good moment, sublimating my loneliness...

My vile loneliness,
I couldn't do what I set myself to do,
I guess I will start again,
I ache, but sublimating makes me dauntless...

I sang to you, to this thought of you,
and found myself sitting alone for hours,
avoiding the whole world,
keeping my eyes busy and the mind,
                                              well... you dwell there.

[despair... takes many forms]

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