Desorden V

Mood: Worried (IDK 222)
Book: La enseñanza de Buda
Music: [ Remoción de Implantes Kadosh Kadosh Kadosh Adonai Tz'va'ot ] 


*Marzo 2000 * [Tj thoughts ]
La presión, la tensión, la soledad son sólo cosas pasajeras. Desgraciadamente si no estás preparado para lidiar con esas cosas que te perturban, lo pasajero decide hacer de ti un hogar, vives con estos sentires, muchas veces no sobrevives.

*Abril 2000 * [Tj Thoughts ]
La traición es algo terrible, es de las peores cosas que acosan a las almas de esta dimensión. La derrota y la impotencia son hermanas, la ira ciega y se dañan las relaciones, triste es ver que la traición no deja mucho por ser reparado, succiona y destruye.

Random Thoughts [Tj] **** I don't recognise this ***
O precious friend
who's swollen heart
with stain I shall find
as I am once again
back in thy life
hearing thou say...
thy innermost cry:
"Floating among dreams,
oddly enough I strive,
yearning a bit of love,
the one love only mothers may provide
sleazy and careless
such endearing denied
without ifs ands or buts
I cannot read between your lines."
O my dearest friend
who's life has been endless distressed
unable to set a ease
to get throwback to thy sweet fate hither to my narcissistic self
it was in fact a tacit attempt
and even though these many signs
I wrapped myself around my eyes
if and when I was to disclose
the ought to slither over thy skin.

Random Thoughts [Tj]
I wonder how we come to this?
Why God spares the great ones from the rest?
The subtlest side view so far I get
as a result of his great kindness and wisdom
It'll be the toughest replacement they've got to make.
Just as he tried so hard to acquire
the readjustment of his faith's realm
and apologised to those who were...
victims of their lonely hearts...

Random Thoughts [Tj]
At the beginning there was nothing but this earth,
great images in my head,
colours, sounds, and scents...
all of these memories forcing me to stay..
stay the northwest away...
keeping me from falling again.
How can I restore myself?
I don't want harm to others,
what should I do with my mission's life?